Mother's Day

I can hardly believe I will be experiencing my first Mother's Day this Sunday. I sometimes feel like I have to pinch myself to see if it's really real-am I really a mom? There are days that I sometimes can't believe I am a mom and wonder what the heck I am doing, where is the manual for this child! I just want to say though just thinking about being a mom to Cale brings me to sweet, joyful tears. The love that continues to grow for my little man amazes me, touches me, moves me, fills me with joy, and challenges me to grow in so many areas. Cale, my sweet little man, do you even know how much your momma loves you. Words, feelings, kisses, hugs will never be able to come close to the absolute joy and honor I feel in my heart with being your mom. That God would bless your dad and me with you, a true gift from above. I can't wait to see where He takes us as a family, to watch you grow and to also grow with you as a mom, and to see where God takes you in this journey and who you develop into. I only know that the love will continue to grow! It should be Happy Kid's day because truly the blessing of you sweet little boy and being your mom is one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me (besides meeting and marrying your wonderful, amazing daddy). I love you with all my heart Cale!!!!